kath told me that barry asked her why we weren't speaking. she explained that we weren't not talking just that we are avoiding. the funny thing is that we are avoiding all the inevitable discussions we would have if we were talking. we are definitely not avoiding each other. are you still with me?
we are like these two weeds. same field, just not looking at each other, in case of talking.
i do not want to talk to kath:
- she will tell me to get off my butt and start packing, we move in a few weeks.
the reason i am not packing:
- i am paralyzed by the thought of it. completely overwhelmed;
- november is not a good month for me emotionally;
- i am worrying way too much about everything and everyone and of course that takes up a lot of my time;
- i miss the babies but who wouldn't;
- i am fishing for reasons, such as missing the babies which i admit is lame;
- because MY SISTER is not here to help me!!!
- haha, kath is making me tell you that i am even exercising to avoid my life, how sick is that??
now ten hours after i wrote this post i am still avoiding. i have wandered over to shutter sisters to see what's up and was provoked into searching through my archives to see where i was on this day a year ago. this is my image for november 10, 2008.
it was obviously a gentler, sweeter time.
a good memory for me today.
and just for good measure
the babies
xo margie